Thursday, 7 December 2017

Friends With Benefits Episode 11

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow then," I sighed as I stood opposite Jackson outside my door. Jackson just nodded reluctantly in response.
"I really am sorry about everything Jackson. I over reacted," I commented.
"It was my fault. I don't know why I acted like I did," he apologized.
"Shall we just both take part of the blame?" I chuckled. A couple of hours ago neither of us had been willing to admit it was our fault. However, now we are admitting that it was both our faults.
Jackson laughed and nodded as he leaned towards me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I snuggled into his chest breathing in his familiar scent which I had missed so much over the past day.
"I really missed you Jenny. I know that sounds stupid because we only didn't talk to each for a day but it made me realise just how much you mean to me. I love you so much Jenny and you make every day so much better. This sounds cheesy, I know, but no one understands me like you do. I mean it's just the little things like our jokes that only we understand or those all the things you do to make me smile. I really mean it Jenny, you are the best friend I've ever had and I don't want to lose that."
I couldn't hide the smile forming on my face as the words left Jackson 's mouth. He really was so damn sweet.
I couldn't help myself. I knew I shouldn't. But as he said those words all these unexplainable feelings flooded my body. I took a step closer to him, which really wasn't necessary as our chests were still pressed together from when we hugged. Slowly I slipped my hands up around his neck and tangled them into his hair. I moved up onto my tip toes until our lips were barely a millimetre apart.
"You mean everything to me Jackson," I whispered, my lips brushing against his making them tingle. Lust flashed across his eyes, so I slowly closed the tiny amount of distance.
His lips met mine and fireworks seemed to explode between us. Electricity flew through my body as I pushed my body into his. He turned me slightly and pressed me against the wall, his hands resting either side of my head. I couldn't help but moan as our bodies crushed up against each other, which caused him to smile against my lips.
I needed him closer so I wrapped my legs around his waist and arched my back slightly. His hands instinctively moved to my ass.
This wasn't like our normal kisses. This wasn't like any kiss I had ever had before. This was different. Very different.
My whole body was vibrating with need. There wasn't an inch of space between us but somehow I needed him closer.
I had never needed someone so much in my life and it scared the hell out of me. This was Jackson my best friend. My best friend since I was a kid. I shouldn't feel like this. I wasn't meant to feel like this. I wasn't meant to feel like he was everything I needed. He was the one that I wanted to see in the morning when I woke up. He was the one that I never wanted to stop kissing. He was my everything
It was in that second that it all came flooding over me. It suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks. I don't understand how I hadn't realised before. How had I been so oblivious to my own feelings? How had I not noticed I was feeling this way?
It all seemed to make sense now. The reason why I was so reluctant to stop our arrangement. The reason why I loved his touch so much. The reason why every kiss seemed to send sparks through my body. He was the reason. My best friend.
“I liked him ”
"I'm really glad we're okay," Jackson said breathlessly as he pulled away and rested his forehead on mine, his Hollywood actor smile plastered on his face. His smile was beautiful and just looking at it made me smile. I couldn't help it. His smile was infectious.
A smile slipped onto my lips.
"Me too," I whispered, my voice hoarse as I was still effected by Jackson's close proximately.
"I really don't want to go back to my room," Jackson said. He wasn't trying to flirt though - which was definitely a first for him. "I just want to wake up with you in my arms. I want to remember that we're okay," he said.
I can't believe I am best friends with this guy. This perfect guy. But that is all we are. Best friends. Nothing more and nothing less. However, this is the first time I have wanted to be more.
"I would like that," I reply as I slip my card into the door and push it open. Jackson follows me into the room silently. Emily is already fast asleep in her bed so he quietly strips down to his boxers. I take off my cloths before slipping Jackson's t-shirt on.
Jackson climbs into bed and I mirrored his actions. He stretched out his arm so I could rest my head on top as I snuggled into his chest. I tangled my legs in his as he threw his arm over my waist. I smiled as I kissed his chest and mumbled sleepily,
"Love you Jackson."
I felt his body tense slightly before he replied, "Love you too Jenny. Goodnight."
***
I groaned slightly at the heavy weight on top of me. I tried to roll out of bed but the thing on top of me was so heavy I couldn't move. I cracked open my eyes to be met by skin. My mouth fell open before I remember last night. I sighed in relief.
I chuckled slightly at the way Jackson was laying on top of me. His chin was resting on my shoulder and his chest was pressed up against mine. His legs were still tangled in mine but his arm was hanging off the edge of the bed. As uncomfortable as that sounds to me it was the most comfortable I had ever been.
I didn't want him to wake up because I knew then he would move but as soon as that thought entered my head I heard him stir.
I turned my head to look at him as he eyes opened. He winced slightly at the bright light.
"Like the view?" Jackson mumbled, his eyes barely open. My cheeks darkened so I turned away before answering.
"I can't see it because you're lying on top of me," I teased, quite proud of my come back.
"Oh shit yeah, sorry," Jackson muttered in response as he tried to roll off me but I gripped his shoulders.
He lifted his head to look at me, cocking his head to the side as he gave me a confused look. I smiled slightly at how adorable he looked before explaining, "I like it."
"You like what?" Jackson asked continuing to look confused.
"I like you lying on top of me. It's comfortable." I blushed.
"What? you like me all pressed up against you?" Jackson smirked.
"Doesn't sound too bad now you said it out loud now does it?" I chuckled.
"Nah guess not. I wouldn't complain if I was lying all over me either. I mean I am pretty hot." He smirked.
"Whatever gets you through the day," I teased.
"Are you saying I'm not hot?" Jackson asked faking shock as he jumped up so he was now hovering over me.
I nodded giggling quietly under his glare.
Jackson's cocky smirk slipped onto his lips as he suddenly started tickling me. I squealed and squirmed under him as his hands moved to my sides and continued to tickle me.
"Stop, please!" I begged in-between laughing.
"Admit it!" He yelled.
"Never!" I countered.
I was shocked when he suddenly stopped It wasn't like Jackson to give up.
He leaned in closer until his lips were touching my ear before whispering, "I don't need you to admit it. I can just remember all those times you've screamed my name and I'll know the answer."
His breath blew across my ear, tickling my skin and I couldn't hide the red tinge to my cheeks. He was obviously right.
I turned my head so I could look him in the eyes. There was no use denying it.
"I'm not going to deny it. You're hot." I croaked my voice embarrassingly thick with lust. I tried to hide it by pressing my lips to his which seemed to be a good distraction.
"You know what I'm going to leave before you guys start stripping!" Emily groaned as she marched out of the room.
"Wait!" I screamed just as I heard the door open. I leapt of the bed and chased after her. "I'm sorry, I forgot you were there," I explained.
"Obviously," she chuckled.
"Jackson's going now anyway," I said as we walked back into the bedroom area of our room.
"Ah but I'm so comfy," Jackson whined as he snuggled further down into the sheets.
"You need to go get ready anyway," I laughed at how cute he looked wrapped up in the bed sheets.
"Fine," he grumbled as he jumped out of bed and stretched. My eyes flicked down to his bare chest and I felt my mouth fall open slightly as I took in his defined abs.
"I guess you can see the view now?" Jackson smirked as he pulled on his jeans.
"Yeah, I was just shocked at how disappointing it was," I teased. Jackson shrugged at my lame come back and stretched out his hand. I stared at it, wondering what he was doing. I slowly reached out and shook his hand, my eyebrows pulled together in a frown.
Jackson suddenly burst out laughing as he took his hand from mine.
"I wanted my t-shirt back you loser," he laughed as he gestured to the t-shirt I was wearing. I felt my cheeks heat up so I quickly pulled his t-shirt up over my head and made my way over to the wardrobe so I could put a little more on than just my underwear. I can't believe I just shook his hand!
When I turned around Jackson's eyes were glued to my body. "Now who is enjoying the view?" I smirked as I threw his t-shirt back to him which he caught effortlessly before swaggering out of the room.
I stared after him, forgetting Emily was in the room until she said,
"And you still want to deny that you like him? Or rather... You love him." she state as a matter of facty.
Tbc

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